I'm Gonna Spend My Time This Way.

WHY...
...can I not have a car here?
...is Acting at nine in the morning?
...do I care that I have class at nine in the morning, when I had class at 7 in the morning for the last four years?
...am I happy regardless of these problems?
...did I ask that when I already know the answer?
...did the programming schedule tell me I was taping last week's episode of "Step It Up and Dance" when, in reality, I was actually taping "Inside the Actor's Studio" with Matt Damon?
...am I so fucking exhausted?
...can we not be together every day?
...does everything make me think of him?
...did I eat so much today?
...am I not a huge cow?
...am I typing everything I think?
...do I miss my mom right now?
...do I love that everything makes me think of him?

Oh, right. Because I love him.

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